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Damn it. Now I wish it was hot.

In summer, its hot as hell, and I hate it, now, in winter, it is so fricking cold. Remember ,people, it always looks better on the other side of the fence. I hate it when people say that.

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Should have let you love me.

This kid in the grade below me have been friends for over a year now. This said kid is afraid of love because of things that have happened in the past. He began to really genuinely care about me. I just had no clue until it was too late. I went back to my ex boyfriend. Now, when I see this said kid in school it’s just awkward stares. By the way, we became friends because he would give me random looks when we passed each other in

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Shameless

Great line from “shameless” this past episode – “if we fuck I die”. I’m gonna try using that in a bar this weekend.

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games playing!

All people do with each other is play games. It is sad that people just can’t be honest in their relationships. It is so rare to find a person with such integrity that you can trust them to the max. That is the definition of a good friend.!

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Playing Games!

I would rather be playing games than be with friends that continue to lie every time they open their mouths.

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Words…words…words

I am addicted to words and as a result addicted to Words with Friends. I allow myself only one game with a stranger or I would never leave the house! I am dying to know if any relationships have developed from chatting on the board. My friend has developed a friendship with her stranger from another country. I have yet to discover the gender of my player. All that aside, I love the quest for the seven letter word Ann the highest possible score!

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FUCK YOU

Sometimes you need to learn when to shut the fuck up. I already know its partly my fault that all my money got used up on my mom. I don’t need you to rub salt on my wound. You think I wasn’t in shock when I saw the amount on my bank account? I don’t need you to point out every fucking little tiny ass flaw I have in my life alright? I was already angry and you go and add oil to the fire. Of course we

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insensitive

I thought we were friends. I thought we were intimate friends . Both of us knew it could never amount to anything more. As you said, we are from two different worlds. But those worlds could coexist. I know I was being used but never minded it. I was aware of all the lies you told. How could anyone have believed them? I was willing to continue, just to be near you. Your feelings either changed or were never genuine from the beginning. If that is true, I

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Bleh :/

“What you don’t know can’t hurt you”?
Maybe thats the truth. But what you don’t know is hurting ME.
It’s carving up my skin. It’s emptying my stomach. It’s getting swallowed down my throat with water. It’s making me cry all night. It’s threatening to make me fall to the floor. It’s sending me racing to the bathroom.
What you don’t know could kill me, if taken far enough. If you know me so well like you say you do, tell someone.

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Not That Hungry

I wish the voice in my head didn’t hate me so much. She puts me down. Controls me. Tells me what to do. Has me convinced that I’m just not good enough, never good enough.
Too far away from perfect to even know what it is. But I’m starving for perfection.
Starving for beauty, that everybody says I already have.
Starving for love, which I crave but could never accept.
Starving for control, but not from me.
Starving to see some other image in the mirror.
Starving for

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At 6.30am my points to ponder are:

Set the scene, my ex (Kyle) has now started using needles with speed, i have smoked smeed but stay away, I do however drink wine,and today just got a vaccine which made me think
I think needles would be like a bad wine, the first bit makes you gag, but the rest slips down pretty easily, yucky reminder aftertaste when finished, but when you get over that you can feel the slight drunkenness. …. FK KYLE WHY CANT HE GET DRUNK WITH ME! SILLY DUFFER!

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List of stuff I want

I want the third book in the Hunger Games. I want the fourth Christopher Paolini book, Inheritence. I want a hundred bucks. I want Justin Bieber. I want a time machine. I want a laptop. I want a huge diamond. I want a better hair job. I want to live somwhere warm and tropical. I want an ipad. I want a better pair of earphones. I want my own room. I think thats it!

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Venting..

If I destroy my outside, maybe someone will realize that my insides are hurting.
There. I said it. But I don’t cut, if thats what you’re wondering. Instead, I have an addiction to scratching myself. Well, maybe it’s not ann addiction. It might not hurt as much, but believe me, it certainly hurts enough. And that is all I’m after. Those little red marks are just so satisfying. Its all I can do when I’m completely stressed out. sure, its not making anything better. Its only adding unnecessary

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You’ll never believe me…

But I promise, no matter how hard you try, you will never find a girl that loves you more than I do.

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Joe Paterno passed away

The passing of Joe Pa shows how strong human will can be. Football was keeping him alive. Within 3 months of being let go, he died. RIP Joe Pa.

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